mid year inspiration

.. Finally, I found the inspiration, the one who inspires me ..

“He's different”, I told to my best friend. He's none like previous guys ever..

Well, I hope so.

He's fitting me, so perfect. I'm not afraid to say I love him, anymore. But still I can't find the perfect words when he's standing in front of me.. I'm hoping that someday he will know this; how he has now become my inspiration.

I love him in every details; the way he talk, the way he walk, the way he sleep, the way he hug me, the way he think about me, the way he love his family, the way he smile, the way he laugh, the way he make me see things, the way he think about things.. I love everything about him! And definitely I love the way we make love...

I'm into him so much...!

But I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I will be a bad influence for him. I'm afraid that I could never be the one to be proud of. And I'm afraid that maybe someday he would find someone better than I am and leave me.

*sigh*

I hope he can love me for who I am.

I love you.

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

- No Promises, Shayne Ward -