throwing eggs

.. It hurts more than anything, when you decided to leave a quarter part of your soul ..

It took few days to think what I’m going to do to deal with the problems. I’m still wondering how she can be so irritating and I can’t even stay in the same room with her, can’t stand on the same ground, can’t see through the same light, can’t hear the same voice…

Shu! Stay away! You’re hurting me…!

Yes, I know they will stay with you here. No, that’s why I will not stay.

You think I will cry? No, I was crying and ran out of tears!

You think I will suffer? No, I was suffering and now I’m moving on!

You think I will regret? Yes, I will… And no need to explain why!

It is so messed up inside my head; it even feels like a plane crash inside my heart!

But I’m moving on… back into the crowd again, searching for something or someone; they who can help me.. Or even back to those in the past. I don’t care.. I just want to move on and leave you laughing here! Laughing at me.. Laughing at my back until you show your tongue and get your throat out of your neck! And I will never care!

.. I’ve tried and still couldn’t describe how much this hurts! Ahh.. BITCH! ..


I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?

I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

- Better That We Break, Maroon 5 -