fagotarian versus vegetarian

My visit has finally over…

9 days spent in Malang and Tretes, stayed in three different four stars hotels with all day long internet connection; can you guess what a promiscuous-lonely-gay-boy did to spend his days? (of course besides looking for one…(emh lets make it ones)-night-stand partner(s) in manjam.com).

WATCHING HBO!

Drama and more drama! Had knowing that the mission would never be accomplished, this drama queer had decided to get the drama on television! And HBO was the only channel on his mind. Pathetic wasn’t it? And at the end of each day, what he got is not more than a so-called “horny-akut”.

But being sluttish-promiscuous (well, I started to love this word.. =p)-gay in this small city (I even wonder whether I can call this remote-low populated-area as a city!) were not so bad, because there was someone whom even more suffered than this cute fag; a Hinduism-vegetarian.

I’m ok if he ordered the food with no pork, butssss;

No Beef, No Lamb, No Chicken, No Egg, and NO FISH!!!!??? Is just too much for me!

I bet he wouldn’t even think to jerking-off on his empty-cold-room! =p

Hummpffh.. But, even though I hate to admit this; but I think I kinda bit envy him!

Yes Sir; I ENVY HIM!

See, I know that I will never survive without sex, and so how could I ever survive being such herbivore, when I’m so into “MEATS” !!.

And that’s what keeps me wondering how he and other Hindu-vegetarians can survive! They even can’t eat bread! *gulps*

Well, I guess that what is called as world balance; yin and yang. And I’m pretty sure that you can guess who was the yin and yang would be!

--- in temporary frigid mode


First they ignore you
Then laugh at you and hate you
Then they fight you, then you win
When the truth dies very bad things happen
They're being heartless again

I know it's coming there's going to be violence
I've taken as much as I'm willing to take
Why do you think we should suffer in silence?
When a heart is broken there's nothing to break

You've been mixing with some very heavy faces
The boys have done a bit of bird
They don't kill their own
And they all love their mothers
But you're out of your depth son have a word

I know it's coming there's going to be violence
I've taken as much as I'm willing to take
Why do you think we should suffer in silence?
The heart is broken there's nothing to break

All is wonderful in past lives
Dreaming of the sun she warms
You should see me in the afterlife
Picking up the sons of dust

When you think we're lost, we're exploring
What you think is worthless I'm adoring
You don't want the truth, truth is boring
I've got this fever need to
Leave the house, leave the car
Leave the bad men where they are
I'll leave a few shells in my gun
And stop me staring at the sun

I know it's coming there's going to be violence
I've taken as much as I'm willing to take
Why do you say we should suffer in silence?
My heart is broken there's nothing to break

- Tripping, Robbie Williams -