heaven must be missing an angel

… Feels like heaven coming over me …

After so-called breath-taking-drama has just over, he came into my life just like an angel sent from the heaven. Well, heaven must be missing an angel.. haha!

After the task deadlines with all their pending issues, the non-intellectual quarrel with the “brondong kampong” in Bogor, never-ending financial problems (jeez, when is my turn to get a better job??!!), family drama (still with the same old stories), the break up with my so-called discreet boyfriend who likes to hang out in gay crowd!, and all other frustrating incidents, I finally met him; my savior. I can only hoping that he wouldn’t be another heartbreak list on my door.

He’s a young successful dentist who lives in the heart of Jakarta. He’s a nice, cute, and down-to-earth person who is lovable and caring. The person who I could fall in love with.

Still, there are two things that are missing from him, two things that I always look in a man, but no, I will not tell you what he’s lack of, because I have learn how to compromise since I realized tht nobody’s perfect. And he’s just the perfect person for me. The most precious birthday gift ever and I hope I could be his precious birthday gift, too.

He makes me a better person, and the most positive influence that he gave me was he made mebelieve in love at first sight again. Yes, I was in love with him at the first sight.

Now it seems to me that you know just what to say
But words are only words, can you show me something else?
Can you swear to me, that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel, more than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

Now It's hard for me, when my heart still on the mend,
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
Can you sing to me, and it's harmony, girl what you do to me is everything,
Make me say anything, just to get you back again, why can't we just try?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you 'til I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise? And what if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life, to find some way to stand beside you?

I don't wanna be lonely no more,
I don't wanna have to pay for this,
I don't wanna know the lover at my door,
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more,
But you know I could never stand for this,
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure,
I don't wanna be lonely anymore

Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa.. Whoa..

I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't, I don't, I know, I know,
I don't want to be lonely anymore

- Rob Thomas, Lonely No More -