a drama queen's monologue

I know that I must stop thinking about him and so there would be no necessity to call him in eventually. I know, I know it so well. Especially after he let me down for one more time, when I desperately looking for his smile; a cute-spoiled smile formed on his cherry lips…

Hush! Cut it out, you moron!!!!!!

“He never think about you, so why should you think about him?”, my best friend said.

She was right, I should hold on to myself. Hold on to my boyfriend. But.. No, no buts…. Just STOP!

Whispering; “if you could know what I’m feeling inside, would you let me know that you felt the same way for me… please.”

And this thing is what we call love, isn’t it? The so-called blind love. No, it doesn’t mean that I’m out of love for my boyfriend… No, it wouldn’t be that way. I still care for my boyfriend, even though with little c.

*sigh*

Let it never be said
That romance is dead
cos theres so little else
occupying my head
There is nothing i need
Except the function to breathe
but im not really fussed
it doesnt matter to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

RubyRubyRubyRuby
DoyaDoyaDoyoya
Know what your doing, doing to me
RubyRubyRubyRuby

Due to lack of interest
tomorrow is cancelled
let the clocks be reset
and the pendulums held
cos theres nothing at all
except the space inbetween
findin out what your called
and repeating your naaaame

RubyRubyRubyRuby
DoyaDoyaDoyoya
Know what your doing, doing to me
RubyRubyRubyRuby

Could it be, Could it be
that your joking with me
and you don't really see you with meeeeeeee (repeat verse)

Instrument playing


RubyRubyRubyRuby
DoyaDoyaDoyoya
Know what your doing, doing to me
RubyRubyRubyRuby
DoyaDoyaDoyoya
Know what your doing, doing to me

- Kaiser Chief, Ruby -