minor evolution

Let me clear the air and say it one more time;

I’ve changed. I’m not the person who I used to be.

No Mom, you don’t have to tell me; I know I’ve changed. I’ve lost myself in the last few months and keep losing it each day. And you don’t have to ask me how or why, because I don’t have the answer.

I may not be her sweet little boy; no more, I may not their best friend; no more, I may not be his best lover; no more, I may not be nice to anyone; no more.

But they don’t mean that I’m losing my heart, they don’t turn me into a crap-monster-being.

I’ve change just like everyone else.

The situation changes me, and I’m just trying to cope.

Don’t ask me how I change and never ask me when it will stop.

It will, and I just don’t know when and how. But, it will. I promise you. I promise myself. I will get the pieces of me in eventually.

I’m sorry if I had turn into such disappointment. Just let me walk my own way.


Please don't think of me
If you do you gotta block it
I got chills tonight
And you can't be here to stop it
I'm not a parasite
It's just a lonely night
Tonight

I walked from the bar
'Cause they were only laughing
I wished on our star
But they covered it in satin
I'm not a gigolo
That's what I want you to know
Tonight

Ooh ooh
I've hurt you I can see
Ooh ooh
Do you think it's not hurting me

Ooh ooh
The grass ain't always green
And if it's hurting you
You know that's its hurting me
You know that's its hurting me

You'll meet other men
Who will break your heart
If I see you with them
It's gonna tear me apart

Maybe in another life
We wouldn't be alone
Tonight

Ooh ooh
I've hurt you I can see
Ooh ooh
Do you think its not hurting me

Ooh ooh
The grass ain't always green
And if it's hurting you
You know that it's hurting me
You know that it's hurting me
You know that it's hurting me
You know that it's hurting me

- If It's Hurting You, Robbie Williams -