Lesson For Love No. 1

Relationship sucks!!

Or maybe it’s just me. It’s just me who never get satisfied with anything I have. Though, I swear, I never thought that a relationship can be so $#@@!!! *sigh*.

But, I have learned something about the relationship things;


1st. Be Patience.

I should be patience and try to compromise things. Regardless on how drama queen he could be, I have to keep calm and be patience. I hated him for blaming me when he finally had to face the consequences of being gay. Lucky for him; my best friends keep telling me to be patience and told me that this was our consequences that had to be faced together. I shouldn’t let him face them by himself.


2nd. Never Cheat.

And as usual, whenever I get into a relationship, I will be faced with many temptations. Suddenly, all of those uninvited cute-huggable-gays would come into party. And there I am standing in the middle of so-called dilemma. And all the excuses for cheating pops up in my head like a pop corns in the fries pan.

“No Excuses for cheats!!”, my best friend said.

“It’s ok, though being loyal doesn’t mean that you have to be a moron either.”, my other best friend said.

“It depends on your commitment, whether it is an open relationship or closed one.”, and my other best friend said.

Shit!!

And the worse thing is they keep telling me that a true love wouldn’t ask for returns. And if I love him that much, I may not expect him to feel or to do the same way.

And while, I just could never get enough of him.. I’m so into him!!


I used to change my accent, change my stance
My phone number, the way I dance
Some people change lovers like they change their sheets
But I won't change you honey, you're for keeps

I used to think I had to change the way I am
To feel better, to get a man
But once I stopped trying I fell for you
You fell for me so I'll stay the same for you

Oh yeah I know that I'm not perfect baby
Oh yeah it's no reason to go crazy
Oh yeah boy you can always count on me
For better or for worse I will always put you first

Now that I have found you
You've changed my life
Cos you're the one who showed me
I have everything right
We're never gonna differ cos we know it's true
So don't change me and I won't change you

I used to change my style like I changed my mind
I tried to change a tyre but I'm not that way inclined
Tried to change my figure my diet too
I'll still change my underwear if that's O.K with you

Oh yeah the world can sometimes make you feel bad
Oh yeah but don't forget the things you have
Oh yeah boy you can always count on me
In sickness and in health baby always be yourself

-Sophie Ellis Bextor, I Won't Change You-