delusional bencong

I have to admit that I have attempted to this delusional thing. And somehow I do like it, I love being delusional. Having an illusion or even illusions that can bring my mood up is very enjoyable. Especially when I am in the middle of dizziness, when my brain has overloaded with works and problems, being delusional can helps me to relax.

Well, I am not sure whether it is only an illusion or real when I got him in my mind once again. After all this time, after we have been disconnected and lost contact, he came up in my mind in sudden.

It seems that I could not hold myself to reach the cell phone and dialed his number, if only I were still in a so-called drama queen mode =p.

I remember when we were on the first date in Jakarta. I remember his smile and his cute little eyes behind those glasses, while he was wearing that cyan shirt.

Oh, how much I was in love with him, and perhaps I still do. Hihi, I always falling in love with anyone easily, maybe it’s a gift or maybe it’s a curse, I’m not sure and don’t really give a damn. Like I said; I love being delusional.

Ohhhh. I miss you, should I call you?

It's an illusion
Get together (It's an illusion)
It's an illusion
Get together (It's an illusion)

Down, down, down in your heart
Find, find, find the secret
Turn, turn, turn your head around
Baby we can do it, we can do it all right

Do you believe in love at first sight?
It's an illusion, I don't care
Do you believe I can make you feel better?
Too much confusion, come on over here

Can we get together?
I really, I really want to be with you
Come on, check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too

I search, I search, I search my whole life
To find, to find, to find the secret
And all I did was open my eyes
Baby we can do it, we can do it all right

Do you believe we can change the future?
Do you believe I can make you feel better?

Can we get together?
I really, I really want to be with you
Come on, check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too
Can we get together?
I really, I really want to be with you
Come on, check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too

It's all an illusion
There's too much confusion
I'll make you feel better
If it's bitter at the start, then it's sweeter in the end

Do you believe in love at first sight?
It's an illusion, I don't care
Do you believe I can make you feel better?
Too much confusion, come on over here

Can we get together?
I really, I really want to be with you
Come on, check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too
Can we get together?
I really, I really want to be with you
Come on, check it out with me
I hope you, I hope you feel the same way too

It's all an illusion
There's too much confusion
I'll make you feel better
If it's bitter at the start, then it's sweeter in the end

- Madonna, Illusion -