why people eats chocolate?

One day my friend asked me a question;

“Noy, why are you gay?”

Then after nanar-ly I stare at her face, I replied;

“Is the same questioning with why do you have breast?”

“It is because I’m a girl. So, why do you like boys?

...

“Do you like chocolate?”

“I do.”

“Why?”

...

“Chocolates are sweet, and I like sweet things. So, why do you like boys?”

...

“Ok, the reason is as the same as yours.”

...

Lebak bulus-senen; PEPEDEEEE!

Kenapa sih orang-orang suka mempertanyakan hal-hal yang tidak mungkin gue jawab juga. Karena kalau gue tahu jawabannya; KALAUPUN GUE TAHU JAWABANNYA; Tetap saja tidak ada yang berubah... I like boys.

Dan pagi ini tiba-tiba gue bertanya pada diri gue sendiri kenapa gue bisa suka sama si straight front desk itu?

- Karena dia baik ke gue seperti dia juga baik ke orang-orang lainnya? Bukan!
- Karena dia cakep, sementara di dalam gym juga banyak yang jauh lebih cakep dari dia? Bukan!
- Karena dia terlihat dewasa dan menyenangkan, sementara mantan gue juga bisa dipastikan
jauh lebih dewasa dan menyenangkan? Bukan!

Kalau gitu mungkin gue hanya penasaran, gue hanya senang mengira-ngira isi pikirannya ketika dia tersenyum pada gue, gue hanya senang saat tahu tempat paling enak adalah di lobby melihat dia di saat tidak ada orang lain yang bisa gue lihat. Tapi itu semua karena gue suka sama dia.

I didn't come this far for you to make this hard for me.
And now you want to ask me "how"?
It's like - how does your heart beat, why do you breathe?
How does your heart beat, and why do you breathe?
Why did you come here?
You weren't invited.
You were on the outside - Stay on the outside.
And now you want to ask me "why"?
It's like - how does your heart beat, and how do you cry?
How does your heart beat?
And there are some things that I'd like to figure out.
There are some things that I can do without –
You, and your letters that go on forever,
And you, and the people that were never friends.
Never friends, never friends.
With all the things that you could be,
You never could learn how to be me.
And now you want to ask me "how"?
It's like - how does your heart beat,why do you breathe?
How does your heart beat, and why do you breathe
How do you breathe?